Lovely and yet strange; because I am not familiar with some elements/knowledge of your story.
It is good you have strength, courage and curiosity to explore and document your inner journey. For sure you will write many volumes on the mysteries of life and the universe.
It is a never ending quest ...and there is a ton of material to investigate the twists and turns that life can open and offer for everyone by exploring spaces. Space is not boring emptiness like empty room. In that "space" it allows change and motion in order to visit and make things happen in.
A few items I noted resonated me.
1. For some strange reason, I have not eaten apples for years - except drink apple juice, I started eaten apples in May and I feel good -- why did I stop eaten them when they have powerful health benefits ?
2. I like trains. It has been months catching the train to the City to do some Classes and study (Mandarin & Calligraphy). I love trains, and I usually read as the train winds on the track with all that rhythm motion. Sometimes I have a camera with me with a good zoom lens and I capture images of interest through the window as the train speeds along.
Time by a window is well spent someone said.
In fact in my home studio office over looking the backyard garden, I have almost wall to ceiling sliding glass doors and I see everything that happens there. I noticed during Summer I saw dozens of dragonflies buzzing about with a zigzagging flights - unpredictable flight plan - why were they there ? They were always there until I noticed them :)
I found out they are natural predators to mosquitoes. I wish the dragonflies were there at night time when I do some star gazing with my telescope observing the Pleiades, Sagittarius and Orion constellations as I snare within my lens field of view, their gaseous nebulae!
When the light pours in through the window on sunny days and I happen to have a clear glass of lemon-ginger or jasmine green tea. I observe natures artwork of playful refraction on the my rice paper. The universe is amazing when you take the time to notice.
3. Listening to music on a train is a must for me
I was listening to: Carbon Based Life Forms - Stochastic clip online. It was very relaxing and expansive.
what does all this mean -- if anything ?
Continuous and long term practice of observation to increase our knowledge of our Universe.
an article to understand your journey to the portal ?
https://matadornetwork.com/read/sia-lanu-estrella-peru-psychedelic-retreat/?vgo_ee=qJaTVwHp1bapcCUk6o5HUG1OoTjB9wfJpeZr7VTIk1E9a5yrFRBSgw%3D%3D%3Alhi%2BAiGvhVsBWVIz8G8dsJ32AKia7EOz
你是明星，写出美丽的文字
I loved this journey - thank you for sharing. Was a real pleasure to read :)
Thank you Sami ❤️
Hey Camellia,
Lovely and yet strange; because I am not familiar with some elements/knowledge of your story.
It is good you have strength, courage and curiosity to explore and document your inner journey. For sure you will write many volumes on the mysteries of life and the universe.
It is a never ending quest ...and there is a ton of material to investigate the twists and turns that life can open and offer for everyone by exploring spaces. Space is not boring emptiness like empty room. In that "space" it allows change and motion in order to visit and make things happen in.
A few items I noted resonated me.
1. For some strange reason, I have not eaten apples for years - except drink apple juice, I started eaten apples in May and I feel good -- why did I stop eaten them when they have powerful health benefits ?
2. I like trains. It has been months catching the train to the City to do some Classes and study (Mandarin & Calligraphy). I love trains, and I usually read as the train winds on the track with all that rhythm motion. Sometimes I have a camera with me with a good zoom lens and I capture images of interest through the window as the train speeds along.
Time by a window is well spent someone said.
In fact in my home studio office over looking the backyard garden, I have almost wall to ceiling sliding glass doors and I see everything that happens there. I noticed during Summer I saw dozens of dragonflies buzzing about with a zigzagging flights - unpredictable flight plan - why were they there ? They were always there until I noticed them :)
I found out they are natural predators to mosquitoes. I wish the dragonflies were there at night time when I do some star gazing with my telescope observing the Pleiades, Sagittarius and Orion constellations as I snare within my lens field of view, their gaseous nebulae!
When the light pours in through the window on sunny days and I happen to have a clear glass of lemon-ginger or jasmine green tea. I observe natures artwork of playful refraction on the my rice paper. The universe is amazing when you take the time to notice.
3. Listening to music on a train is a must for me
I was listening to: Carbon Based Life Forms - Stochastic clip online. It was very relaxing and expansive.
what does all this mean -- if anything ?
Continuous and long term practice of observation to increase our knowledge of our Universe.
Your journey is great
Nice poem too!
Amazing! Thanks for sharing your thoughts and stories!